We will start with the
good first, that's always a good way to start!
Wed:
We saw Drew and Renee!
She is soo golden, they were telling us that they met with her church to see if
it was a path that they should take and I guess they really didn't like it, but
when we came over she said she just felt so good and happy! The spirit of
course! :) So we went and taught the Plan of Salvation, that was cool because
Drew who is less active had tears in his eyes the whole time, the spirit was
soooo strong, that is something I will miss, and something I love so
much, it is teaching people about the joys of the gospel and instantly
seeing them feel that same joy! We committed Renee to baptism and she said she
would pray about it! YES! We see her today, I'm excited!
Then super cool, so back to Sunday, we cover two wards and
when we have ward council with both we are at the church at 7:30 and
don't leave till 4:00. I love it, but I am also
starving after, so I always pack half the fridge in my bag on those days. Well
a member noticed and he said he'd hook us up! Whatever that means! haha
Then wed. he called us and told us to meet at this other members house,
we pull up and he told us to pull up our car...we were so confused and then he
put all this food in our trunk!
Oh man how sweet was
that?!
Friday!!!!!!
Guess who I got to see
on Friday?!!!
ahhh I was more
excited to see them than when I saw Paul McCartney! yup! And I mean that with
every fiber of my being! these boys, ah, I KNOW I knew them, and I KNOW I
promised them that I would help them! I love them! Things are going so
much better. Not all gone, but better. I feel like that is how Heavenly Father
works in our life..... that we go through a insanely hard time, and then he
HELPS lift the burden, doesn't take it 100% away, but lifts it so we can grow!
We also saw a newer
investigator, Rose, that day! She is so sweet, but has a really hard life!
Really hard! But she is progressing well!
So Saturday we found out
that , Sister Kelso left me and I was really sad! She helped me a lot and put
up with me a lot. I will miss her a ton!
I have been having a
really hard time. I feel like I am at a constant tug of war with my brain. One
day I'm happy, the next I just have to pull my self along. It has gotten a lot
more frequent... I don't know whats wrong and honestly I feel like I can't
turn to President Miller for help which is so hard because I feel like he is
someone I should be able to reach out to. I just ugh... I called him
yesterday finally asking for help, which was sooo hard for me! He told me
I need to start looking on the out side! jsalghaljha;sga
But I need help! I don't
know whats wrong with me and I don't know what to do!!!! There are times we are
at members house and I just want to lay on the couch and stay there forever, I
want to go home early beacuase I feel like I can't keep pulling myself.
So anyways, President is
having me go talk to some guy in family services next Tuesday.. I hope this
helps....
The Elders came over and
gave me a blessing, it was really good, and it helps, but sometimes I feel like
only a few days later the spirit of that blessing fades...
but this was a good one
so lets hope it'll last me till next Tuesday...
I want to get over this,
I want to just be happy! But its hard...
I pray daily and I am
beyond grateful for prayer, I can just talk to my Heavenly Father, council and
plea for help!
I love you! And no
I don't want to go home and I don't want that to have to be something that
happens! I love this mission way too much! It has changed me more than anything
else ever could!
Love you,
Love Sister Markus
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